DOWNER

lately i have been feeling down in the dumps :( maybe its because of the STUPID weather. i know for a fact some warm consistant sun would help. I have been so extemely busy lately that i feel like i am going to have a panick attack! I never really understood when i was younger why adults worried so much and were always so stressed. let me tell you i completely understand now. I have been working full time, which is getting old fast. i like my job and the people i work with but to be honest, i am sick of looking at teeth every day of my life! I am going to school part time, and i feel like i am getting nowhere. i am paying more money to go part time than full time! DUMB! I talked to my boss over a month ago about cutting back my hours so i can go to school full time and he still hasn't let me know. i am getting so frustrated because I NEED TO KNOW! DUH! My statistics class is hard and i am stuggling with it. i can't wait until it is over. Along with working and going to school my boss has been scheduling trainings almost every weekend this month. a few weeks ago we had one in salt lake, last week we had one is las vegas and next week we have one in phoenix. vegas was fun and it was nice to spend some time with the girls i work with but all i really want to do is BE WITH MY LOVER! I feel like i never get to see him or do anything fun with just him. We are always working or busy with something. I am not trying to get any sympathy from anyone because i know many of you are very busy as well. i just need to vent for a minute. i guess we just need a break... or a change???